Curious... very curious

POP

Well what did you know, PoP comes out another blog. unfortunately, I'm not really good at blogging. I dont even know why blogs are called blogs. Seriously, think about it. who in tarnation called blogs blogs. Was he (or she) like sick at that time. Why not just call it online diaries or onries or diaon or dialine or something of that sort. This is sacrilege! I demand someone to be sued over this!!! I really mean it. Come on. What is the use of litigation if we can't sue someone for stupid things like the naming of his intelectual property.

Anyway, anyone seen the new Nike advert. Well, its about a man who wants to go on but his old self is trying to persuade him to stay back. It goes something like this:
Real-self : I want more in life! How can I get more if all I do is jog here in this STUPID desert talking to myself.
Old-self : You don't want to go forward. Life is so comfortable here. Don't trouble us. Life is tiring enough.
Real-self : But.. but...
Old-self : Never you mind about all this. just go on as if life is still the same. It will never change. Why do you want change anyway?

and then he goes off, leaving his old self behind. Of couorse this is not the real script but think about it. Why do you want change? Is change good? Is change the embodiment of evil in this world? Well?

Part 2
september 17 2005

Lets see....
Exam period - yawns - how extremely boring
papers
papers
and more papers

life couldn't get more boring than this
yet it does bring good
like forcing my lazy butt to actually study
don't you find it amazing how life has to force us to do something before something actually gets done
It must be really pathethique to be such a donkey, like someone has to whip you before you take one step forward. Like in BM - bagai tukul dengan pahat ( or is it pahat dengan tukul ?)
wont it be much much easier to like keep it going and not stop
like the momentum thingy in physics
it will just keep going (if your willing to keep up) like the military and keep pushing on
: just keep swimming, just keep swimming, just keep swimming swimming swimming

maybe this is a test
wether in the real world i will keep going on
and work hard
or slack off and get fired by a red faced boss who never gets any work done by himself and has to rely on poor workers like me to survive....

anyway... does working hard ever pay off??!? does moving your arse on your own accord bring you any good? does making progress without any pushing consider itself progress in the first place? why work hard when you can lie down and enjoy? silly ain't it?
is curiosity a job in itself? because if it is, i must be working my ass off!!!

Anyway, live with it! you don't work u don't survive. You don't study you get your face lashed by rain drops from those two guardians up there. But the main question is, how to deal with it? How to change from being a lazy donkey to a motivated nerd! HOW?? HOW????

-to be continued-
p.s. : please post your comments and views on this update. goodnite.....zzZZzzZzZZZZZ